I am a Kaleidoscope

As time teases us 
And we pull away
From the window 
That led me to you
And you to me 

I flee inwards
To find a piece of glass 
I can frame
And see you through 

I find stained glass pieces
Of colors many
Shapes many
Edges fiercely sharped many

Gathering them
I wonder what
I can turn myself into
A window ? A door?

I build another window
But I don't see you
I build another door
But I don't find you

I resign
Re-design
Myself into an instrument
That shows patterns

My fragments of colored
Scattered pieces
Come together to
Tell different tales

See me through me
I have broken inside
But these patterns you see
Are my fix .

I am a Kaleidoscope
Come look
Into me
And help me see him
In some patterns
In some colours

~ Ray