Friday, April 12, 2013

Rachana / Ray ( a birthday gift by Soni )


Rachana / Ray

 Rachana

Was but a speck
A mood or a node
In the mind’s eye
Till desire gave way
To see me born
A short while,
A long wail
A beautiful picture.
I am here and yet . . .

 Ray

Today I write and wait
In the shadow of my words
For the clouds to merge
For the rain to pour
To wilt to nothing


Then the earth shall sow
Make love to my words
Their rhythms would conspire
My words would womb me
And I shall be born again
To write and wait

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Me- 36 You 23 ~ ( written by a dear soul to me)


Me 36- You 23.

To meet under the shades of poetry
I chain my laughter to your brows
I steal your youth whilst you meet me
Me thirty six - you twenty three

Your mirror your world in words
I wage letters, trying to impress
They fall flat to your rhythms of honesty
Your head on my shoulders felt cold

My pages smart from jealous shame
I wish my spine would not wilt so
To write about butterflies, fighting reality  
To not know age, faith or passions neither
You thirty two - me sixty three

The weather changed, the words left me
I mocked your thoughts, you agreed
I attacked your vulnerability
I ran out to the world beyond
You, left behind in the shadow of words
Me sixteen - you twenty five

Many a chaos and curly locks i ran into
Many a lessons and letters exchanged
Alas! Hoping to find shades of you
In the words of those meant to not be
Me thirty six - you thirty

I drank life watching the waves recede
Not from the banks, but diving in
Finally drowned in the abyss of excess
The elixir of life was waiting in the pith
I drank you
In the shallows of the hallowed.
You thirty six – me twenty three

Thursday, March 7, 2013

This is to Us...


this is to the beauty in our eyes - 
that many fear and many despise

this is to the mothers we love 
and sometimes hate

this is to us who forget
that it only a mother who has called upon pain
and embraced it as a pleasure
to get us into existence?

this is to the milk that flows through us
over valleys of love and into oceans ever receiving

this is to the many different thighs -
they all have a different tale to tell

this is to the solitude we always yearn for 
but the world needs a reason to approve for

this is to the demons we give birth to
and the angels that consume us

this is to the metaphors we are born into
and to the verbs we are limited to

this is to the locks we break
and the keys we never find

this is to the moulds we think we have to fit into
but know not that we can melt away,
we don't always to stay frozen.

this is to the fires we are made to walk in
but know not that we can vaporize away,
we don't always need to burn.

this is to all of us 
who don't yet know that an entire universe lies 
between these thighs
inside our eyes
flowing through the curls
gliding through the straight lines

this is to all of us
who haven't looked into another eyes 
and seen ourselves

this is to all of us
who have stopped being mirrors
because we are too tired being closed doors

this is to the blood we have shed
and raised children from

this is to ending the 'trying to be'
and beginning the just 'being'

this is
to 
us.


Monday, March 4, 2013

You are here.


And as you smiled me in the soul
Peeking and gushing through
The veils of pain I clad myself in
Rummaging through the ruins
Of my loveyard
You find me squirming in a corner
Your touch made me tremble
As a baby would when she arrives
Into the universe of today
Painted with pieces of the umbilical
And adorned with virgin blood...
You arrive,
I smile,
I breathe,
You are here.

Thursday, January 31, 2013

You.

I miss your fingers
Tracing love on my skin
Looking for the moon
In my eyes
You sink
Deep
Into my ocean
Of
Chaos 


Friday, January 25, 2013

Shakti.


 and all these years you believed,
that he looked away because he couldn't stand
who you were and who you were becoming

and all those times you believed
he looked away because he despised
the smell of your skin which smelt of those who touched you
mind , body and soul

and all those times you believed
he walked away because he did not want
you in your essence and my element
you in your colors and and your palette

little did you know dear one
that he
could not fathom
could not muster
enough courage
to handle your radiance

You are as the sun
mighty and solitary

You are as the moon
giving hope to seekers
giving light to wanderers
you are
shakti /

Friday, April 20, 2012

Statue of Ashes

I am a statue of the ashes you've
burnt me into
Bit by bit I've let you rip myself apart
And now you're gone.
Gone into a wilderness that has no
room for a Mirror.

This statue
Grey and tall
Will be blown away by not just the
wind
But by the fury of your mind.

But a statue is what I am
And what I will remain
Immobile
And looking you in the eye.

Oh well, I may just blink and bring
myself down...

Tell your mind so frail in my love not
to worry,
I will not blow myself in your direction.
Or let my ashes touch you.

Do you recognize these ashes?
Nothing you already haven't felt the
pulse of
You already know
every corner of my soul
And your senses have felt them the way nothing else has.

And now in this cradle of feeble
Minds
And now in this labyrinth of lost souls
We have Lost.

Lost what was born effortlessly
Waiting to be
in
Our
Utopia.

Written on 19th april